I think it's time for a blogging break for me... I write what I think is a nice post about Advent, and all I get in response is a seemingly condescending "correction" of my post about what dates the actual Advent season begins on. This kinda ticked me off... correction no, it pisses me off. lol, I dont mind being corrected so much as I mind apparent smug attitude with which it's done and that's pretty much the only reply I get in nearly a week. "err no" whatever... happy belated birthday Lorna. I hope you enjoy being right!
The fact that a response to one of my posts really pisses me off is telling me that maybe it's time to give this blogging thing a rest. No one reads or comments on my blog anymore No one responds to comments I leave around the blogs I visit. So, I think I am putting way too much time and effort into something that is simply no longer bearing spiritual fruit for me. (besides the fact that it seems I've pretty much become uninteresting and irrelevant)
Yea, I know what you're thinking.... "this guy is too wrapped up in what others think of him, or whether or not others pay him much mind." You're right, I am and I do. I could probably use an alanon meeting. The way things have gone this week, I definitely do need something other than what I am getting right now.
I try to be positive and share stuff that I think is important and meaningful on here but I guess sometimes it just feels good to rant. I don't know if I will continue with this blogging bit or not really. It used to really provide some wonderful spiritual lift to my program but any more it just bums me out. I may can the whole thing, I may come back after awhile, hell I might just go start a new one I dunno. All I know is that I have had enough of feeling irrelevant and letting myself feel badly about it.
So, having beaten yet another spoon into an unrecognizeable twisted wreck against my high chair, I bid you all a fond farewell. Thanks for the wonderful times, have a blessed Christmas (I think that one is still on the 25th, I dunno ask Lorna she's up on these things...). And enjoy the fruits of your recovery!