More importantly, yesterday was my our 1st wedding anniversary. We spent the day hanging out, went to Mass, exchanged gifts, watched our wedding video, went to dinner, hung out, went to my wife's home group meeting (which we never attend together) took a long walk..... all with our son of course, and our pooch. It was a nice quiet day of reflection and hangin out as a family. It's kinda wierd cuz we've been together 7 yrs, living together for 5 and a half years so, besides the whole getting married/wedding thing, nothing has really changed. So, to celebrate an anniversary was a little different since we've never done that before. All in all, it was nice! We had a small, short sweet simple wedding, and we followed that up with a small, quiet, sweet, simple 1st anniversary. We aren't much for going out alot, or getting together with lots of friends and family. I guess its that alcoholic isolation type thing hangin on.
Today, I feel a bit uptight, very apprehensive. All of this job stuff has been talking and conjecture until this point. This is the week where the rubber meets the road. Its time to stop talking, and start doing. The good thing is that the success or failure is all up to me, no "boss", no safety net, etc. The bad thing is, the success or failure of this thing is up to me he he! The great thing is, that I have a HP to guide me if I choose to open my heart and allow His Will and Strength to flow through me. I have my wife to help and support me, my son and dog to help me relax and take my mind of stuff when it gets too insane. I have the talents and gifts God gave me to make this stuff work. And, I have my bill collectors, to help me stay motivated and focussed on the task at hand!