Today is a big day... I have a significant job interview in about an hour, and I am sitting in a favorite coffee house putting the finishing touches on my preparation. At this point, it's up to me to trust my preparation and have faith that HP will give me the necessary strength and vision to do well. I have to deliver and "close the deal."
My main concern at this point is to be at peace, well thought out in my responses and present myself well in the interview. So, I'm breathing, relaxing, reading up on the job and going through interview questions in my mind. I'm also taking care not to over-caffeinate.
The position I am interviewing for is a very meaningful one (to me, anyway). If they hire me, I'll be leading the commission that is working to restore a large nearby lake to environmental and economic health. I am blown away that I am even trying this, and that I am considered to be a top candidate. This all goes back to my sobriety. My life has changed in such a profound way over the past 15+ years. I cannot even imagine living how I once lived, and I am so grateful. Regardless of how this turns out, I am truly blessed. This opportunity is a very good one for my family and my career, and we really need a financial boost. So there's alot riding on this morning.
I hope and pray that al of you are finding the amazing gratitude in your lives, that I am finding in mine. I pray that miracles continue in your recovery, I know they sure continue in mine. Thank God for AA, sobriety and my life today!