daily reprieve

I guess I still need more spiritual maintenance... lol I didn't experience a very good daily reprieve yesterday lol. I woke up ok, got to work in a decent mood, but it all went down the tubes fairly quickly over the ridiculous minutia of my job. I wish I were more effective at starting over in the heat of battle. It seems that once I get disturbed, I have to have the anger/distress run it's course before I can come back to some sort of serenity. I know I am in a toxic work situation and it has just become a matter of surviving until I can get the heck out of this job. I just wish I could/would do better at not letting everything get me so disturbed spiritually.

prayer...

HP, please help me stay sane today. You know I hate this job with everything I have in me. I know I hate it. I have to find a way to cope until a better situation is found. Please help me deal with the frustration I have felt off and on over the past several years where my career is concerned. You've given me the clear call to teach, please hlep my continue to find my way there...